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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
11:08 PM

Today, she left.

I utterly lament not being able to see her off at the airport. Not being able to walk with her thru the last mile, all the way to the gate. From the moment I woke up, I cldn't help but cry. I felt like some 3 year old who lost her favourite rag doll, I felt like a child.

I stood at the porch, watching her van turn out of the corner and drive off. I felt really lost for a moment. She was going and never coming back. The thought of not seeing her again killed me. The sight of her diminishing into the distance was even worse. I miss her already.

I will always remember how u used to sing me to sleep. U always sang "Eternal Flame".

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During our 3 hour break, Sel, Kristy, Jas and I were just sitting at the lifestyle section of the library when a couple of year 2s/3s were openly bad mouthing Mass Comm students.

I cldn't help but to eavesdrop cos they were talking at a very audible level. It was more interesting really, rather than offending. Cos I knw I'm not like how they stereotype me to b. They're the ones being self righteous, unsophisticated, and categorizing and classifying way too much. But to find out what people from other courses think of people from ur course, just because u speak good english which sometimes seem to b done with a fake accent [only because they(some) can't even get their phonetics right], is quite an eye opener, or ear for that matter.

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LAY OFF MY BESTFRIEND U ASSWIPE. I hate it when guys insult. Be it whether they're playing or not. I just don't like it.

*sigh. Alright, it's time to do speech. It's informative, it must last 5 mins, an outline needs to be done, and I haven't done ANYTHING.

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